Sorry it’s been so long


Im sorry I haven’t posted in awhile but I have had a few life changes.

I decided to quit my job and become a stay at home wife. We decided before we were married that I would be a stay at home mom so we both decided that it’s best for me to stay home.

Inever go my period so that’s really late. I’m not sure why I haven’t gotten it still so I’ll update later on that 

Also I got a positive pregnancy test.. turns out I’m the 1% who can get a false positive so that’s been hard but that’s been my last few weeks! (More updates to come)

Goodnight 😴😴

So jealous


On Wednesday my boss told us she was quitting and we would be getting a new manager. I keep telling her I’m so jealous and she thinks I mean the ability to not have a job but it’s actually the ability to be a mom:(

I started market networking for It Works! We are trying to save some extra cash to be able to afford fertility treatments so I thought why not?

The horrible Two week wait


I’m currently in my TWW. Ugh!!!

AF is due on the 15th and I can’t help but want to take a test!!! I’m determined to wait this month. 


Feeling kind of broken            today


Today I was cleaning out a bedroom we just use for storage. I found a shadow box I made for my husband when we thought we were pregnant the first time.

It was a Christmas present. In the box said “roses are red violets are blue, inside me beats two hearts for you” I had put a few dollars on it and a spot to hang a pregnancy test. This would be a box for us to save money to have a baby. 

At this point we had not been married and were not planing to get pregnant so we were so unprepared. But so excited. 

Since we found out we were not pregnant we became a little more prepared And have been TTC